When the symptom list doesn’t tell the story

Over the past months, many people who care about me have wanted to understand how PSC could impact my health and quality of life moving forward.

I always struggle to provide an answer I feel is adequate. I say “fatigue” and “itching” but those words never quite capture the patient stories I have seen over and over on social media. I also find it hard not to delve too deeply into scientific medical language and statistics during these conversations. They’re meaningful and descriptive elements I fall back on readily, but they don’t make the picture easier for my friends and family to understand.

Not long ago I came across an essay posted on Facebook by a PSC patient. It eloquently described his struggles, conveying the impact and emotional weight I have difficulty communicating. He gave me permission to reproduce it on my blog and I’ve linked it below. If you are sure you want a deeper understanding of how PSC patients experience the disease, I encourage you to read it.

However, the essay describes a difficult situation. If you personally don’t feel that understanding more about these hard symptoms and life impacts is the best way for you to approach our relationship, that is 100% fine with me. So this is your warning. Don’t read it. There’s no reason you need to. Posting this is a way to me to give voice to something I’ve struggled to communicate, but it doesn’t mean it’s the right conversation for you & I specifically.

Also, not all patients get all of these symptoms. The essay’s described situation is not an inevitability for me. At the same time, PSC is a progressive disease and it’d be silly for me to assume I’ll remain asymptomatic for the remainder of my life.